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Friday, December 21, 2007


There are things that are beautiful because one cannot posses them.I love her...

I want her to be happier than anyone. I've been hoping that we could be together forever. However... If I really do love her, then that's wrong.

I can no longer allow myself to stain my pride.

Someday, my memories will fade, and her voice, her actions, I might forget them. Even so, I'll always remember that I loved her... an invaluable experience.

It feels so close to me, yet no matter how much I try I can never grasp it. Even so, even if I can't reach it. There are things that will stay in my heart. Even we are far apart, I believe we can always be together.

12:01 AM

Saturday, December 15, 2007


I don't know which path is the right one, but, I can't just only keep on running. What will let me reach your heart?I know I should let go of the distance between us, but, even just a little bit, is it possible for me to change it? One thing is certain, even now, I love you. No matter how I try to let go, this feeling won't change. You're the one I love most in the world.

Actually, I used to... Always, for sure, there will be moments when I think about you. Though the me now still does that, I finally can think clearly again. I have decided that I will go on with life.

Just because you can't easily forget, doesn't mean you have to stop liking anything anymore.

There is no admiration in one's fall from grace. There is admiration, though, when one rises from that. Discouraged by the failure, will you stand up for the second time? Suppressing what you've learned, will you aim for the different path, and aside from that, will you continue to grieve about your own misery?

Try, because you have nothing to lose. Look around you! If you do try but though it end up completely useless, it doesn't mean that your life ends there. It's not like that! Life is fun because occasionally you succeed in what you try! Although you may fail, that's expected in life. But in succeeding, you become more of what you are.

8:15 AM

Wednesday, December 5, 2007


It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change

cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by methrough the tears through everything

I'll remember you,and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever babyI'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever babyI'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

5:09 PM

Here's a story of a boy,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little ger who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


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I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman.
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