Wednesday, July 30, 2008
came across tis blog and saw sumthing nice..here it is
☆~ When she stares at your mouth = "Kiss her"
☆~ When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you = "LET HER BEAT AND ACT PAINFUL"
☆~ When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tuff = "Kiss her and tell her you love her"
☆~ When she's quiet = "Ask her what's wrong"
☆~ When she ignores you = "Give her your attention"
☆~ When you see her at her worst = "Tell her she's beautiful"
☆~ When you see her start crying = "Just hold her and don't say a word"
☆~ When she steals your favorite pillow = "Let her keep it and slp with it for a night"
☆~ When she doesn't answer for a long time = "Reassure her that everything is okay"
☆~ When she looks at you with doubt = "Back yourself up"
☆~ When she says that she likes you = "SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN U COULD UNDERSTAND!"
☆~ When she looks at you in your eyes = "Don't look away until she does"
☆~ When she says it's over = "She still wants you to be hers"
☆~ When she reposts this = "She wants you to read it"
☆~ Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
☆~ Call her at 12:00am on her birthday/anniversary dates to tell her you love her
☆~ Treat her like she's all that matters to you
☆~ Stay up all night with her when she's sick
☆~ Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
12:55 AM
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
happy bday 2 myself 2day
11:35 PM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
our memories are like the falling STARS ;
they dissapear BEAUTIFULLY ;
but will never appear again ;
the days we had together ;
you are all my heart ever wanted ;
my hearts beat for you ;
every second , every minute ;
even if it was only a dream ;
i will WISH for you ; :D
love deserves an ETERNAL PROMISE ,
to hold true to one another ,
where once love was a spark in your eyes ,
it now turns in your heart ,
and devotion is measured not by the years of marriage ,
but by a lifetime of love made in heaven .
1:56 AM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
this is for my people...
who can relate...
who come from a family...
that don't say, "i love you"....
ever.
but they show their love in other ways...
like...
asking if you've eaten yet,
tucking you in at night...
making sure you're safe...
being there when you need them most.
actions speak much louder than words.
but... it's always nice
to hear that someone loves you.
4:57 AM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
juz gort bak from jason's bday party...quite bored actually...ard 8pm i reached there...all i did there was lyk smkin my lungs out...smkin lyk every 10-15 mins..could have called myself a smk machine...
din eat ad his bday party...bt ard 10pm++ we drank wib him...the whole bunch of us crowd ard and cheers...almost fall drunk as i cant tahan drinkin wib a empty stomach...
ad the bday thing we took a bus down 2 koven and ate ad a nearby hong kong cafe...bake rice wib pork chop...HELL!!it was nice bt nt realli full as i fkin din eat fer the whole day??
after eatin we went 2 the arcade...i dn play...it was onli those dudes kip playin maximum tune...the way they play was lyk foc??lols...2am after the arcade closes we went 2 play pool...3am we went 2 hong kong cafe and eat again???lols!!!
juz gort hm nt realli long...cant realli slp so i came here 2 blog??it's lyk so long tat i realli slept??everyday i am lyk alone in tis fkin rm doin nth juz fkin rottin...day and nite i cant realli fkin slp??i'm nt sure y???it's realli lyk hell fk 2 me??i may seem okay on the outside bt wad's deep inside of me no1 realli knows...god dam fk...i realli wish i'm fkin dead nw...every fkin day is juz simply fkin rottin...
i have a hm...bt it dun seem lyk a hm 2 me animore...GOD!!FREAKIN TAKE ME AWAY FROM TIS WORLD PLS!!!I'M LIVIN AS THOU I AM LIVIN IN HELL...i exist in tis world bt i dun sense my presence aniwhere...if tis world has a death god and came 2 me and ask me wad i wish..i woulf freakin tell him or her 2 freakin take my life..i dun wish 2 live...i dun wish 2 c tis world...
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因为在乎,所以害怕失去...因为爱你,所以害怕失去你
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this is the way you left me, i am not pretending. no hope, no love, no glory, no happy ending. this is the way that we love, like it's forever. then live the rest of our life, but not together
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